Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had decided that we would meet at a cafe everyday after work to have some coffee just to refresh our mutual love in a style and from there we would go home together. I was a bit late today because an old friend had asked me to go with her for a little shopping after work, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late. But he made no comments. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept on driving. I can't explain how shocking was his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love u, too.". When we got back home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came too. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had already fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.       HUSBAND'S DIARY       Today Pakistan lost the cricket match against minnows Ireland.   DAMN IT.